man, i missed a month.

So I missed the month of June.. it's okay, nothing really happened!

Today was amazing! I got to church this morning at 11.. I twittered something along the lines of '1000 ppl here and im sitting alone' my mom responded sayin that the One who matters is there, or something like that, talking about God. Then the FIRST song we sang was 'I am a friend of God'. and it made me smile. :) Ergun Caner spoke today.. I was pretty excited... he is very easy for me to listen to and God definitely speaks through him!! He talked about worship and by the end of the service we did more music, and i dont think i have really felt God's presence like i did this morning in way too long.. I know he is here, he is with me.. but allowing myself to feel his presence and acknowledge him is a totally different thing!!! Worship is such a big thing for me.. I really feel the closest to God when I am worshiping him.. not even just through music.. even though that is the easiest! I went back tonight and he did part two on the series.. and 3 and 4 are next week.. i finally get sundays off!! He really challenged me.. this morning he said that it is easiest to come to Christ when we are broken. That no one is found in the Bible talking to God that isnt on their face. Down as broken as could be, offering all that I am to my creator.. I wouldnt want anything else. 'Broken I run to you for I know, you satisy'.. its so amazing!!! Seriously.. we are asked to worship and lift him up.. if we dont do it the trees and the rocks will cry out.. which would be soo neat to see.. but how can we not worship the Living God?! He loves us soo much!! I dont really have much more to say, I feel like i'm repeating myself! But I can't say it enough!! The number 1 reason churches split is because of worship. I pick a church because of worship. Worshiping God isn't about the cymbals, the trumpets, the drums or guitars, its about praising The Lord Almighty and exalting His Name!!

well.. I hope everyone has been doing awesome!! I am doing well.. sleeping a little more lately!! Having fun more lately, lol! Really trying to get into the right crowd, not just for me to pour into.. but the ppl that influence and pour into me! SO IMPORTANT!! I know I'm filled to be emptied, but I can't pour into others unless I am allowing myself to be fueled! So, its been nice to have friends investing in me as well so I can invest in them and others that just need to be loved and to hear biblically sound advice, not just what the world has to say, but what the Bible says is the right way to live! I've also noticed 2 things in my life that I'm going to be working on, i dont want to say what they are just yet, but please be praying for me with that!!

God in my thinking, Be my Everything.
its possible
Kristi